>>>> Kondisi diri saya saat ini sudah mendekatkan diri saya dengan
beberapa mimpi saya. Karena saat ini saya sedang menempuh pendidikan yang
InsyaAllah selesai 2 tahun lagi, dan selama 2 tahun itu sambil belajar saya
mencoba merencanakan kehidupan saya kedepannya untuk menggapai mimpi saya satu
persatu, meski itu tidak terlihat mudah namun saya percayakan akan LOA ( Low Of
Attraction ). Jadi mulai sekarang saya harus lebih bekerja keras untuk
menggapai semua mimpi dan yang terutama membuat kedua orangtua saya bangga, dan
saya tidak mau menjadi manusia yang hidupnya sia-sia. :)
Senin, 29 April 2013
100 Mimpi
100 Mimpi
1.
Pergi ke Jepang untuk melanjutkan study s2 di
sana.
2.
Membuat usaha bersama keluarga.
3.
Menjadi seorang penulis.
4.
Mempunyai rumah / apartment dan mobil pribdi.
5.
Menjadi diplomat / bekerja di Kedubes.
6.
Membiayai sekolah adik.
7.
Membuatkan beberapa rumah kontrakan / kostan
untuk mama.
8.
Membiyai orangtua naik haji.
9.
Membuat panti jompo / panti asuhan.
10.
Menjadi Tour Leader.
11.
Membuka sekolah gratis untuk anak jalanan.
12.
Bertemu Hideto Takarai, Takeru Sato, Shinji
Amano secara langsung.
13.
Mengelilingi dunia bersama keluarga.
14.
Mendirikan travel agent.
15.
Menjadi warga Negara Jepang.
16.
Ingin memelihara Siberian Husky.
17.
Buat kebun binatang sendiri.
18.
Buat perpustakaan.
19.
Membangun mesjid.
20.
Menjadi ilmuan dan menemukan pengetahuan baru
untuk dunia.
21.
Mempunyai gadget yang sangat canggih.
22.
Memiliki internet tercepat di dunia.
23.
Memiliki koleksi airsoft gun yang lengkap dari
seluruh dunia.
24.
Dapat menonton semua konser artis dan seniman
yang saya idolakan.
25.
Mempunyai pesawat pribadi.
26.
Memiliki asisten pribadi yang berupa robot.
27.
Mempunyai bodyguard.
28.
Mempunyai suami yang tampan, berpendidikan,
agamanya baik dan bertanggungjawab.
29.
Mempunyai boneka BJD Doll.
30.
Dapat mempunyai koleksi lengkap komik dan manga.
31.
Menjadi Miss Universe.
32.
Mempunyai studio dan band.
33.
Mengoleksi kamera-kamera tercanggih.
34.
Mengadakan pameran lukisan.
35.
Mempunyai villa pribadi.
36.
Pesta pernikahan bernuansa Jepang dengan baju
cosplay.
37.
Buat album dengan baju tradisional dari seluruh
dunia.
38.
Mempunyai sahabat yang abadi dari saat ini sampai saya menutup mata.
39.
Memiliki restoran dan café kopi.
40.
Mempunyai pulau sendiri.
41.
Mempunyai taman hiburan.
42.
Memiliki pabrik coklat.
43.
Berbakti pada orangtua.
44.
Membuat orangtua bangga.
45.
Bertaqwa pada Allah SWT.
46.
Ingin masuk surga.
47.
Lulus sebagai sarjana sastra Inggris tepat
waktu.
48.
Lulus s2 sebagai psikolog atau sarjana sastra
Jepang.
49.
Ingin jalan-jalan keliling Indonesia.
50.
Ingin menjadi pemain gitar professional.
51.
Ingin menjadi pianis professional.
52.
Ingin mempunyai semua barang atau benda-benda
yang saya inginkan.
53.
Ingin membuatkan pap took perhiasan dan
batu-batu antik.
54.
Menjadi reporter.
55.
Ingin menjadi jurnalis di tempat perang.
56.
Mempunyai rumah anti gempa.
57.
Bisa bertemu teman-teman dari seluruh dunia.
58.
Ingin jadi Profesor.
59.
Ingin mempunyai rumah seluas 2 hektar.
60.
Mempunyai seaworld.
61.
Ingin pintar
matematika.
62.
Ingin khatam al-qur’an.
63.
Ingin punya laptop ALIEN WARE.
64.
Ingin melihat konser Laruku di Tokyo Dome.
65.
Ingin berhijab.
66.
Ingin membangun desa yang terbelakang.
67.
Ingin fasih 5-7 bahasa.
68.
Ingin membuatkan mama dan papa rumah yang indah
dengan suasana penghijauan.
69.
Ingin menjadi manusia bermanfaat.
70.
Bisa diandalkan dan selalu bisa membantu oaring lain.
71.
Dapat menjadi kakak yang baik dan bisa memenuhi
keinginan adik.
72.
Membahagiakan nenek di hari tuanya.
73.
Bisa buat basecamp buat ngumpul bareng teman.
74.
Bisa pergi ke Negara yang tidak pernah ada
malam.
75.
Mempunyai fisik yang kuat jangan sering sakit.
76.
Menjadi manusia yang selalu dekat dengan Allah.
77.
Rajin menabung.
78.
Bisa bertemnu dengan Yui Yoshioka.
79.
Bisa bertambah tinggi.
80.
Bisa menjadi perenang professional.
81.
Menjadi orang yang disegani.
82.
Ingin bertemu Taylor Lautner.
83.
Mempunyai keluarga yang sakinah, mawadah,
warohmah.
84.
Ingin membuatkan mama dan nenek butik.
85.
Membuatkan bude took roti.
86.
Membuatkan klinik untuk sepupu.
87.
Mempunyai persahabatan yang abadi.
88.
Ingin bertemu David Beckam.
89.
Mempunyai perkebunan.
90.
Ingin menjadi designer.
91.
Ingin menjadi komikus / mangaka.
92.
Ingin menginap di hotel dasar laut.
93.
Ingin berpetualang.
94.
Mempunyai supermarket.
95.
Menghadiri red carpet di Hollywood.
96.
Menonton piala dunia secara langsung.
97.
Poto bareng sama pangeran Harry.
98.
Ingin diving di laut yang ada diseluruh dunia.
99.
Ingin mempunyai took sepatu.
100.
Ingin selalu berada dalam kehidupan yang damai.
5 Deskripsi Mimpi
1. Ingin study ke Jepang
Jepang merupakan salah satu negara favorit saya selain Indonesia, dan saya sangat mengiginkan pergi ke sana untuk belajar apalagi Jepang dulu adalah negara penjajah negara Indonesia yang dulunya pernah sangat terpuruk namun mereka dapat bangkit kembali, maka dari itu saya sangat ingin belajar dari orang Jepang terlebih lagi orang-orang di sana terkenal dengan disiplinnya yang tinggi.
2. Ingin menjadi Diplomat / Tour Leader / Penulis
Semua itu adalah cita-cita yang sangat saya ingin gapai setelah menyelesaikan studi saya, dan saya sangat teramat ingin berusaha untuk menggapai itu semua untuk masa depan saya dan saya ingim membuat keluarga bangga pada saya.
3. Membiayai study adik saya sampai selesai
Saya adalah seorang kakak, saya ingin sekali membiayai pendidikan adik saya, selain untuk membantu orangtua, saya merasa itu tanggungjawab saya dan adik saya harus mendapatkan pendidikan yang lebih baik lagi dari yang saya dapatkan.
4. Berwirausaha
Selain ingin menjadi seorang Diplomat / Tour Leader / Penulis dan profesi lainnya saya juga ingin mempunyai perusahaan sendiri yang dapat membantu orang lain dengan membuka peluang kerja.
5. Memberangkatkan keluarga pergi Haji
setiap anak pasti memiliki niat ini karena pergi haji adalah suatu kewajiban untuk umat muslim yang mampu, dan saya akan merasa sangat bahagia jika dapat memberangkatkan keluarga saya naik haji dari uang hasil kerja saya / tabungan saya.
Synopsis of The Secret per-Chapter
Chapter 1: The Secret Revealed
This chapter is the intro to the book. It introduces the
reader to several "experts" in the use of the Law of Attraction.
Apparently everyone knew about his except for us.
The premise of this chapter (and of the whole book) is that
your thoughts attract other similar thougths and circumstances,
therefore, your thoughts create your reality. That is, if you
think you have bad luck you will have bad luch and more of it.
The good thing is that the opposite is also true.
Your thoughts send out a frequency to the universe and the
universe responds to that frequency by bringin to you more of the same.
"Your thoughts become things".
Chapter 2: The Secret Made Simple
The Law of Attraction is always there - just like the laws of gravity
and other physical laws of the universe. Emotions are like
your gauge that tells you how you are feeling, and thinking.
That is, even if you think that you are going to win the
lottery, if your gut tells you that the odds are against you, you will
not win. That is, you have to believe, beyond any doubt that
you will win. If you don't "feel" the confidence you are not
there with your thoughts. You have to feel good to know that
you are in the right frequency required. If you are feeling
bad, immediately make yourself feel good by listening to your favorite
music, feeling thankful for something you already have, or emmitting
the strongest of feelings - love.
Chapter 3: How to Use the Secret
The Law of Attraction grants every wish you ask. There are 3 simple steps in the Creative Process: ASK, BELIEVE, AND RECEIVE. Believing is an important part becasue if you don't truly believe that you can get what you ask for, you won't emit the proper "frequency" to the universe. It takes no time and no effort for the universe to respond to what you ask for. Therefore, if you want money, it is just as easy for the Universe to give you 1 Million dollars as it is to give you 1 dollar. However, it is wise to test out the law by asking for something small at first and then go to the bigger items. This will build your confidence in your power as well.
Chapter 4: Powerful Processes
Expectation is a powerful force. Therefore, expect what you want, not what you don't want. Gratitude is also a powerful force. By being grateful, you send out a more powerful signal to the universe. Visualization also serves this purpose. The universe will then return the reality as you saw it in your mind. This has been preached forever by past leaders. Make the Law of Attraction a habit, not just a onece-in-a-while thing. At the end of each day or at the beginning, or both, review what you did not like and immediately focus on how to make things better. This will change your frame of thinking and attract to you what you want.
Chapter 5: The Secret to Money
The same principles apply to Money. Don't focus on lack of money or the many bills you get daily. Focus instead on wealth, and plenty of it. You have to believe you already have it and feel good about having it. You must tell yourself "I can afford that" instead of the popular "I can't afford that!". Also, give money in order to get money. By doing this you are telling the universe that you have plenty of money in your pocket. Therefore, you will attract more money. Also, visualize checks arriving in your mailbox, as opposed to bills. Be positive and proactive.
>
Chapter 6: The Secret to Relationships
To attract relationships, make sure that your thoughts are positive on this subject. Also, make sure to align all other non-verbal communications. That is, your thoughts, words, actions, and surroundings. An example given in the book (of many) is to not park your car in the middle of your driveway. This tells potential partners that you don't have room for their car. Instead, part it to one side, thus allowing for the second vehicle :)
Treat yourself with Love and respect to attract the same. Love yourself first and the Law of Attraction will send you more love. Also, focus on your partner's strengths not their weaknesses. Appreciate the qualities of others. Be positive and believe in your power.
Chapter 7: The Secret to Health
Patients get cured from believing that a pill will cure them. The placebo effect. That is, it's not the medicine itself, but the thought that the medicine is effective is what counts. To have good health, focus on good health. Laughter attracts joy, releases negativity and leads to miraculous cures. I guess laughter is the best medicine. Disease is a mental state that is fed by fear, and the constant reminder and talking about it. To prevent it or cure it, just turn your thoughts to positive outcomes and health and eternal youth. Do not listen to society'snegative messages about desease and aging. Avoid talking about disease or joining others when they discuss diseases.
Chapter 8: The Secret to the World
If you resist something, you will actually attract it. To change this, go within yourself and emit a new signal with thoughts and feelings. Focus on trust, love, abundance, peace. Don't focus on the negativity of our present world. Life is meant to be abundant, and THERE IS ENOUGH FOR EVERYONE. Your thoughts and feelings will allow you to tap onto this unlimited supply. Praise and bless everything and everyone. This will allow you to align with the highest frequency available - LOVE.
Chapter 9: The Secret to You
Everything is Energy - including you. Recall from Science class that "energy can neither be created nor destroyed, it can only be transformed". You are a magnet and can attract everything you want. The Universe emerges from thought. We are the creators of our destiny and of the Universe. You have an unlimited supply of ideas. We are all connected and we are all One. Always remember that what you want is only a thought away. Set yourself to the same frequency as what you want by focusing on it as if it were an absolute fact.
Chapter 10: The Secret to Life
You are the teacher who writes on your blackboard. All you need to do is feel good now. Use your newly discovered power, and you will attract even more power. THE END
This chapter is the intro to the book. It introduces the
reader to several "experts" in the use of the Law of Attraction.
Apparently everyone knew about his except for us.
The premise of this chapter (and of the whole book) is that
your thoughts attract other similar thougths and circumstances,
therefore, your thoughts create your reality. That is, if you
think you have bad luck you will have bad luch and more of it.
The good thing is that the opposite is also true.
Your thoughts send out a frequency to the universe and the
universe responds to that frequency by bringin to you more of the same.
"Your thoughts become things".
Chapter 2: The Secret Made Simple
The Law of Attraction is always there - just like the laws of gravity
and other physical laws of the universe. Emotions are like
your gauge that tells you how you are feeling, and thinking.
That is, even if you think that you are going to win the
lottery, if your gut tells you that the odds are against you, you will
not win. That is, you have to believe, beyond any doubt that
you will win. If you don't "feel" the confidence you are not
there with your thoughts. You have to feel good to know that
you are in the right frequency required. If you are feeling
bad, immediately make yourself feel good by listening to your favorite
music, feeling thankful for something you already have, or emmitting
the strongest of feelings - love.
Chapter 3: How to Use the Secret
The Law of Attraction grants every wish you ask. There are 3 simple steps in the Creative Process: ASK, BELIEVE, AND RECEIVE. Believing is an important part becasue if you don't truly believe that you can get what you ask for, you won't emit the proper "frequency" to the universe. It takes no time and no effort for the universe to respond to what you ask for. Therefore, if you want money, it is just as easy for the Universe to give you 1 Million dollars as it is to give you 1 dollar. However, it is wise to test out the law by asking for something small at first and then go to the bigger items. This will build your confidence in your power as well.
Chapter 4: Powerful Processes
Expectation is a powerful force. Therefore, expect what you want, not what you don't want. Gratitude is also a powerful force. By being grateful, you send out a more powerful signal to the universe. Visualization also serves this purpose. The universe will then return the reality as you saw it in your mind. This has been preached forever by past leaders. Make the Law of Attraction a habit, not just a onece-in-a-while thing. At the end of each day or at the beginning, or both, review what you did not like and immediately focus on how to make things better. This will change your frame of thinking and attract to you what you want.
Chapter 5: The Secret to Money
The same principles apply to Money. Don't focus on lack of money or the many bills you get daily. Focus instead on wealth, and plenty of it. You have to believe you already have it and feel good about having it. You must tell yourself "I can afford that" instead of the popular "I can't afford that!". Also, give money in order to get money. By doing this you are telling the universe that you have plenty of money in your pocket. Therefore, you will attract more money. Also, visualize checks arriving in your mailbox, as opposed to bills. Be positive and proactive.
>
Chapter 6: The Secret to Relationships
To attract relationships, make sure that your thoughts are positive on this subject. Also, make sure to align all other non-verbal communications. That is, your thoughts, words, actions, and surroundings. An example given in the book (of many) is to not park your car in the middle of your driveway. This tells potential partners that you don't have room for their car. Instead, part it to one side, thus allowing for the second vehicle :)
Treat yourself with Love and respect to attract the same. Love yourself first and the Law of Attraction will send you more love. Also, focus on your partner's strengths not their weaknesses. Appreciate the qualities of others. Be positive and believe in your power.
Chapter 7: The Secret to Health
Patients get cured from believing that a pill will cure them. The placebo effect. That is, it's not the medicine itself, but the thought that the medicine is effective is what counts. To have good health, focus on good health. Laughter attracts joy, releases negativity and leads to miraculous cures. I guess laughter is the best medicine. Disease is a mental state that is fed by fear, and the constant reminder and talking about it. To prevent it or cure it, just turn your thoughts to positive outcomes and health and eternal youth. Do not listen to society'snegative messages about desease and aging. Avoid talking about disease or joining others when they discuss diseases.
Chapter 8: The Secret to the World
If you resist something, you will actually attract it. To change this, go within yourself and emit a new signal with thoughts and feelings. Focus on trust, love, abundance, peace. Don't focus on the negativity of our present world. Life is meant to be abundant, and THERE IS ENOUGH FOR EVERYONE. Your thoughts and feelings will allow you to tap onto this unlimited supply. Praise and bless everything and everyone. This will allow you to align with the highest frequency available - LOVE.
Chapter 9: The Secret to You
Everything is Energy - including you. Recall from Science class that "energy can neither be created nor destroyed, it can only be transformed". You are a magnet and can attract everything you want. The Universe emerges from thought. We are the creators of our destiny and of the Universe. You have an unlimited supply of ideas. We are all connected and we are all One. Always remember that what you want is only a thought away. Set yourself to the same frequency as what you want by focusing on it as if it were an absolute fact.
Chapter 10: The Secret to Life
You are the teacher who writes on your blackboard. All you need to do is feel good now. Use your newly discovered power, and you will attract even more power. THE END
Jumat, 22 Maret 2013
KISEKI ( Tracks / Miracle ) by Greeeen ♥
I was fall in love with this song..when I search the new info about Takeru Sato ♥
Ashita, kyou yori mo suki ni nareru
Afureru omoi ga tomaranai
Ima mo konna ni suki de iru no ni kotoba ni dekinai
Kimi no kureta hibi ga tsumikasanari
Bokura no deai ga moshi guuzen naraba? unmei naraba?
Kimi ni meguriaeta sore tte “kiseki”
Futari yorisotte aruite towa no ai wo katachi ni shite
Itsumademo kimi no yoko de waratte itakute
Arigato ya ah ai shiteru ja mada tarinai kedo
Semete iwasete “shiawase desu” to
Itsumo kimi no migi no te no hira wo tada boku no hidari no te no hira ga
Sotto tsutsundeku sore dake de tada ai wo kanjite ita
Hibi no naka de chiisana shiawase
Bokura no deai wa ookina sekai de chiisana dekigoto
Meguriaeta sore tte “kiseki”
Umaku ikanai hi datte futari de ireba hare datte!
Boku wa kimi de nara boku de ireru kara!
Dakara itsumo soba ni ite yo “itoshii kimi e”
Futari fuzakeatta kaerimichi
“Omoi yo todoke!!!” to tsutaeta toki ni
Hajimete miseta hyoujou no kimi
Sukoshi ma ga aite kimi ga unazuite bokura no kokoro mitasareteku ai de
Bokura mada tabi no tochuu de mata kore kara saki mo
Nanjuunen tsuzuite ikeru you na mirai e
Tatoeba hora ashita wo miushinaisou ni bokura natta toshite mo...
Futari yorisotte aruite towa no ai wo katachi ni shite
Arigato ya ah ai shiteru ja mada tarinai kedo
Semete iwasete “shiawase desu” to
Umaku ikanai hi datte futari de ireba hare datte!
Kimi ga iru kara ikite ikeru kara!
Dakara itsumo soba ni ite yo “itoshii kimi e”
Saigo no ichibyou made
Ashita, kyou yori egao ni nareru
Nanjuunen nanbyakunen nanzennen toki wo koeyou
Kimi wo ai shiteru
Translation
Tomorrow I’ll love you even more than today
This overwhelming feeling won’t stop
Even now, I love you so much but I can’t put it into words
As you give me more and more days
Whether our meeting was by chance or fate
The fact that I met you, that’s a miracle
I want us to walk cuddled up together, put a shape to this eternal love
“Thank you”, ah, and “I love you” are still not enough
But let me at least say “I’m happy”
Just my left palm softly wrapped around your right palm
As the days go by, we’ve found more and more little happinesses
Our meeting was a small event in a big world
The fact that we met, that’s a miracle
Even days that don’t go well are sunny when we’re together!
With you I can be myself!
So stay by my side all the time, “to you, my love”
Even the times we fooled around together on the way home
When I told you, thinking “Let my feelings reach you!!!”
You gave me a look that I’d never seen before
After a little while you nodded and our hearts filled with love
Our journey isn’t over yet, it’s still continuing
Into a future that will go on for decades
Even if, for example, see, we’re about to lose sight of tomorrow...
I want us to walk cuddled up together, put a shape to this eternal love
“Thank you”, ah, and “I love you” are still not enough
But let me at least say “I’m happy”
Even days that don’t go well are sunny when we’re together!
Because you’re here, I can go on living!
So stay by my side all the time, “to you, my love”
Until the last second
Tomorrow I’ll be able to smile even more than today
Let’s spend decades, centuries, millennia together
I love you
Ashita, kyou yori mo suki ni nareru
Afureru omoi ga tomaranai
Ima mo konna ni suki de iru no ni kotoba ni dekinai
Kimi no kureta hibi ga tsumikasanari
Sugisatta hibi futari aruita “kiseki”
Bokura no deai ga moshi guuzen naraba? unmei naraba?
Kimi ni meguriaeta sore tte “kiseki”
Futari yorisotte aruite towa no ai wo katachi ni shite
Itsumademo kimi no yoko de waratte itakute
Arigato ya ah ai shiteru ja mada tarinai kedo
Semete iwasete “shiawase desu” to
Itsumo kimi no migi no te no hira wo tada boku no hidari no te no hira ga
Sotto tsutsundeku sore dake de tada ai wo kanjite ita
Hibi no naka de chiisana shiawase
Mitsuke kasane yukkuri aruita “kiseki”
Bokura no deai wa ookina sekai de chiisana dekigoto
Meguriaeta sore tte “kiseki”
Umaku ikanai hi datte futari de ireba hare datte!
Tsuyogari ya sabishisa mo wasurerareru kara
Boku wa kimi de nara boku de ireru kara!
Dakara itsumo soba ni ite yo “itoshii kimi e”
Futari fuzakeatta kaerimichi
Sore mo taisetsu na bokura no hibi
“Omoi yo todoke!!!” to tsutaeta toki ni
Hajimete miseta hyoujou no kimi
Sukoshi ma ga aite kimi ga unazuite bokura no kokoro mitasareteku ai de
Bokura mada tabi no tochuu de mata kore kara saki mo
Nanjuunen tsuzuite ikeru you na mirai e
Tatoeba hora ashita wo miushinaisou ni bokura natta toshite mo...
Futari yorisotte aruite towa no ai wo katachi ni shite
Itsumademo kimi no yoko de waratte itakute
Arigato ya ah ai shiteru ja mada tarinai kedo
Semete iwasete “shiawase desu” to
Umaku ikanai hi datte futari de ireba hare datte!
Yorokobi ya kanashimi mo subete wakeaeru
Kimi ga iru kara ikite ikeru kara!
Dakara itsumo soba ni ite yo “itoshii kimi e”
Saigo no ichibyou made
Ashita, kyou yori egao ni nareru
Kimi ga iru dake de sou omoeru kara
Nanjuunen nanbyakunen nanzennen toki wo koeyou
Kimi wo ai shiteru
Translation
Tomorrow I’ll love you even more than today
This overwhelming feeling won’t stop
Even now, I love you so much but I can’t put it into words
As you give me more and more days
The days that pass are tracks that we’ve left
Whether our meeting was by chance or fate
The fact that I met you, that’s a miracle
I want us to walk cuddled up together, put a shape to this eternal love
I want to stay smiling by your side forever
“Thank you”, ah, and “I love you” are still not enough
But let me at least say “I’m happy”
Just my left palm softly wrapped around your right palm
Made me feel love
As the days go by, we’ve found more and more little happinesses
As we walk along, making our tracks
Our meeting was a small event in a big world
The fact that we met, that’s a miracle
Even days that don’t go well are sunny when we’re together!
Because we can forget about loneliness and pretending to be strong
With you I can be myself!
So stay by my side all the time, “to you, my love”
Even the times we fooled around together on the way home
Are part of our precious days
When I told you, thinking “Let my feelings reach you!!!”
You gave me a look that I’d never seen before
After a little while you nodded and our hearts filled with love
Our journey isn’t over yet, it’s still continuing
Into a future that will go on for decades
Even if, for example, see, we’re about to lose sight of tomorrow...
I want us to walk cuddled up together, put a shape to this eternal love
I want to stay smiling by your side forever
“Thank you”, ah, and “I love you” are still not enough
But let me at least say “I’m happy”
Even days that don’t go well are sunny when we’re together!
We can share all of our joy and our sadness
Because you’re here, I can go on living!
So stay by my side all the time, “to you, my love”
Until the last second
Tomorrow I’ll be able to smile even more than today
Your very existence makes me feel that way
Let’s spend decades, centuries, millennia together
I love you
Jumat, 22 Februari 2013
Celoteh Nyeleneh..
Semua orang yang baru kenal gw pasti ngeliat gw sebagai cewek jutek yang galau.. Hahaha.. Gw cuma bisa ketawa mereka hanya tahu isi timeline gw tanpa tahu isi hati gw dan kisah dibalik semua coretan itu ada disebuah media sosial seperti twitter. Mereka bilang gw "Miss Galau". Gw cuma bisa tertawa..
Mungkin mereka benar karena hanya mengetahui satu sisi saja...
Gw rasa semua orang itu munafik dan galauer.. Kenapa gw bilang gitu? Ya.. Lo pasti yang baca bisa milai diri lo gimana.. Cumaaa.. Tingkat kemunafikaanya aja yang berbeda dan cara gimana ngatasin kegalauannya setiap orang juga berbeda.
Oh iya, masalah munafik, gw juga munafik kok, tapi kemunafikan untuk melindungi diri. Yah gw kasih conton aja. Misalnya gini yah.. Kalau elo ( cewek ) gak munafik bisa hancur diri lo. Kayak lo ditawarin ngerokok sama temen gak munafiklah pasti penasaran tapi kalo lo bisa nolak yah hebat. Muafik untuk pura-pura kek gitu bagus kali atau contoh lain yang lebih frontal, kayak remaja jaman sekarang kan pergaulannya serem tuh yeee yang kayak narkoba, seks bebas dll.. Klo gak punya tingkat kemunafikan untuk nolak itu lo bisa terjerumus kan.. Nah makanya.. Ambil sisi posistif aja dari kata-kata yang terdengar negatif.
Dan masalah galau..
Jujur aja gw orang yang lebih bisa melampiaskan atau mencurahkan sesuatu dengan menulis. jadi gw lebih suka tuh nulisin kegalauan gw entah ke puisi, cerita atau tweet ya maaf deh kalau nyampah di TL temen-temen. Abis mau gimana lagi.
Gw bisa si mendam tapi ya gitu sakit.. Mau cerita juga paling sama orang-orang yang gw percaya aja. Tapi kadang gw kan orangnya gak enakan. Lagian gw takut temen gw bosen dengerin curhat gw yang itu itu mulu. Walaupun kenyataannya gw beruntung punya temen dan sahabat yang baik yang gak pernah bosen celoteh nyeleh gw.
Jadi yah maklum aja si.. Kalo ngeliat gw kayak orang yang galauan, padahal kadang yang gw tweet itu gak smuanya tentang gw. Tapi terserah mereka yang menilai. Ya gini adanya gw orang yang lebih jago nulis daripada ngmong langsung. Huft.. Kadang gak enak kayak gini juga.. Apalagi saat lo suka sama seseorang dan hanya cuma bisa diem, ngeliat tuh orang aja gugup cacad kan hahaha..
yang pasti gw akan tetap jadi diri gw yang apa adanya.. Dan gw berterima kasih banget sama Allah ngirim gw berada di keluarga yang hebat, dan punya sahabat-sahabat yang baik yang bisa nerima gw apa adanya gw. :))) Loveyouall my special ppl.. Mumuaaaach ahahaha :3
Mungkin mereka benar karena hanya mengetahui satu sisi saja...
Gw rasa semua orang itu munafik dan galauer.. Kenapa gw bilang gitu? Ya.. Lo pasti yang baca bisa milai diri lo gimana.. Cumaaa.. Tingkat kemunafikaanya aja yang berbeda dan cara gimana ngatasin kegalauannya setiap orang juga berbeda.
Oh iya, masalah munafik, gw juga munafik kok, tapi kemunafikan untuk melindungi diri. Yah gw kasih conton aja. Misalnya gini yah.. Kalau elo ( cewek ) gak munafik bisa hancur diri lo. Kayak lo ditawarin ngerokok sama temen gak munafiklah pasti penasaran tapi kalo lo bisa nolak yah hebat. Muafik untuk pura-pura kek gitu bagus kali atau contoh lain yang lebih frontal, kayak remaja jaman sekarang kan pergaulannya serem tuh yeee yang kayak narkoba, seks bebas dll.. Klo gak punya tingkat kemunafikan untuk nolak itu lo bisa terjerumus kan.. Nah makanya.. Ambil sisi posistif aja dari kata-kata yang terdengar negatif.
Dan masalah galau..
Jujur aja gw orang yang lebih bisa melampiaskan atau mencurahkan sesuatu dengan menulis. jadi gw lebih suka tuh nulisin kegalauan gw entah ke puisi, cerita atau tweet ya maaf deh kalau nyampah di TL temen-temen. Abis mau gimana lagi.
Gw bisa si mendam tapi ya gitu sakit.. Mau cerita juga paling sama orang-orang yang gw percaya aja. Tapi kadang gw kan orangnya gak enakan. Lagian gw takut temen gw bosen dengerin curhat gw yang itu itu mulu. Walaupun kenyataannya gw beruntung punya temen dan sahabat yang baik yang gak pernah bosen celoteh nyeleh gw.
Jadi yah maklum aja si.. Kalo ngeliat gw kayak orang yang galauan, padahal kadang yang gw tweet itu gak smuanya tentang gw. Tapi terserah mereka yang menilai. Ya gini adanya gw orang yang lebih jago nulis daripada ngmong langsung. Huft.. Kadang gak enak kayak gini juga.. Apalagi saat lo suka sama seseorang dan hanya cuma bisa diem, ngeliat tuh orang aja gugup cacad kan hahaha..
yang pasti gw akan tetap jadi diri gw yang apa adanya.. Dan gw berterima kasih banget sama Allah ngirim gw berada di keluarga yang hebat, dan punya sahabat-sahabat yang baik yang bisa nerima gw apa adanya gw. :))) Loveyouall my special ppl.. Mumuaaaach ahahaha :3
Kamis, 21 Februari 2013
Aku Tetap AKU.
Aku
tetap Aku
Aku akan tetap jadi aku..
Aku yang duduk dibangku belakang yang selalu memandang lurus ke
depan saat dosen mulai menerangkan sambil sesekali mencuri pandang ke sosok
yang menarik, meminta mata untuk melirik dalam diam.
Aku akan tetap jadi aku..
Aku yang kau anggap teman biasa padahal menyimpan rasa yang mulai
mendalam.
Aku akan tetap jadi aku..
Aku yang dekatmu hanya terdiam menyembunyikan wajah yang merah
padam.
Aku akan tetap jadi aku..
Aku yang merindukan namun tak berani menyampaikan.
Aku akan tetap jadi aku..
Aku yang merasa cemburu diam diam karena kau tak paham.
Aku akan tetap jadi aku..
Aku yang bodoh yang mungkin hanya bisa diam terpaku saat ada
seseorang yang menarik tanganmu mesra.
Aku tetap menjadi aku..
Aku yang lebih suka menyimpan walau hati terasa lara.
Itulah aku. .
Aku yang tetap jadi aku..
Aku yang mulai jatuh cinta padamu.
Jika suatu hari kau tau aku dan membaca ini.
Cari aku dan peluk aku sekarang.
Selasa, 19 Februari 2013
Kilasan dalam diamku
Mungkin kamu tak pernah tau, bahwa aku memperhatikan.
Awalnya memang aku biasa saja, hanya ingin menjadi teman, canda guraumu dengan senyum renyah membuatku sedikit penasaran.
Kadang kau memberi perhatian.
Walau aku terlihat angkuh namun sikapmu selalu aku rasakan.
Panggilan khusus yang kau berikan itu memberi semburat merah pipiku yang tak terjangkau oleh peglihatanmu di sana.
Pertemuan tiap hari kian membuat perasaan senang, cemburu bahkan rindu.
Kudengar awalnya kau yang memang mau memulai.
Namun kemudian sebelum itu benar-benar dimulai...kamu pula yang memberhentikan.
Aku diam sejenak.
Mengulas dalam diam.
Apa yang terjadi 6bulan ini.
Mungkin memang aku yang salah.
Aku terlalu angkuh, tak peka, dan terlalu ingin kau perhatikan sehingga tak mejadi diriku sendiri.
Aku terdiam, kilasan yang telah dilalui..
Kamu membuat aku benar-benar ingin membuka gembok dihati.
Yang selama ini ku kunci rapat.
Aku tak bermaksud mempermainkan aku butuh waktu.
Dan ketika aku mendapatkan waktuku.
Waktu untuk kita.
Kau menghilang dari hadapan.
Aku merindukan sosokmu namun kau tak sadar.
Dering ditelepon genggamku sangat jarang akan namamu.
Kita hanya teman..teman biasa katamu yang dulu selalu memanggil namaku dengan sebutan Shirley.
Maaf Lulu, jika aku agak menjaga jarak sekarang. Aku belum sanggup menerima kenyataan.
Tak dapat berpura-pura.. bahwa kamu yang spesial.
Salam rindu dari Shirley.
Awalnya memang aku biasa saja, hanya ingin menjadi teman, canda guraumu dengan senyum renyah membuatku sedikit penasaran.
Kadang kau memberi perhatian.
Walau aku terlihat angkuh namun sikapmu selalu aku rasakan.
Panggilan khusus yang kau berikan itu memberi semburat merah pipiku yang tak terjangkau oleh peglihatanmu di sana.
Pertemuan tiap hari kian membuat perasaan senang, cemburu bahkan rindu.
Kudengar awalnya kau yang memang mau memulai.
Namun kemudian sebelum itu benar-benar dimulai...kamu pula yang memberhentikan.
Aku diam sejenak.
Mengulas dalam diam.
Apa yang terjadi 6bulan ini.
Mungkin memang aku yang salah.
Aku terlalu angkuh, tak peka, dan terlalu ingin kau perhatikan sehingga tak mejadi diriku sendiri.
Aku terdiam, kilasan yang telah dilalui..
Kamu membuat aku benar-benar ingin membuka gembok dihati.
Yang selama ini ku kunci rapat.
Aku tak bermaksud mempermainkan aku butuh waktu.
Dan ketika aku mendapatkan waktuku.
Waktu untuk kita.
Kau menghilang dari hadapan.
Aku merindukan sosokmu namun kau tak sadar.
Dering ditelepon genggamku sangat jarang akan namamu.
Kita hanya teman..teman biasa katamu yang dulu selalu memanggil namaku dengan sebutan Shirley.
Maaf Lulu, jika aku agak menjaga jarak sekarang. Aku belum sanggup menerima kenyataan.
Tak dapat berpura-pura.. bahwa kamu yang spesial.
Salam rindu dari Shirley.
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