My Illness bring me to the PAST!

Hey.. What are you doing? This me :D How are you? I miss you damn hard..

Yeah, Can I say that properly like usual? Not, not anymore..

I think u ady me well.. We are ady together in certain way even jst a 9mth.
I ill now :( and this is more than usual. U know what? Yeah, because i ate any food without any worry.
I got fever and infection in my side.. Ohgod this is bother me, i can eat the food like usual and i must take a rest more.

I miss you when we are together in the past. I remembered that u angry when i'm down u dislike to see me felt sick. And u said "Bandel si, makannya suka ditunda-tunda makan pedes-pedes udah tau gak boleh.. bla..blaa.." and i just smile when u said.
and this one "Yaudah sekrang istirahat ya, jangan online mulu, minum obatnya, udah makan belum? Cepet sembuh yah B**** sayang... Love you" me : "Iya, siap A*** sayang.. Love u too.. lo jg jangan lupa makan ya." Yeah the sweet words u said.. And this seldom for u to said because you are the careless person.

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Indeed, i miss you.. But i don't wanna be with u anymore but can you be my friend? Not stranger anymore?

And this night it's a boring night..
U know my sis who u call Iphone.. She played all songs which u sing to me.. Like "*****" that the song at our past val then the next was "Your Call" we ady sing that song with ur guitar and "Tempat yang Paling Indah" the song before i go sleep..

I never try to forgot u, but i wanna choose the best for my life..
Maybe someday at somewhere when we meet again u ady be yourself we can be  bestfriend..

Hello.. Goodbye.. the stranger of my life.. :):

Jst Poetry

The Bird

Kau telah pergi..
Seperti hembusan angin..
Namun,
Kenangan yang ada seperti hujan, meninggalkan bekas..
Layaknya tanah basah, yang diinjak..

Mengapa tak menjadi pohon saja..
Yang tetap berdiri dan tumbuh disatu tempat hinnga akhir hayat..

Kini kita adalah burung yang bebas
Tapi.. Masih terkurung dalam bayang-bayang..

Bagaimana jika kita saling mengikhlaskan agar bisa terbang  bebas..

Kemanapun kita inginkan tentunya dijalan masing-masing..